http://enkei.blogdrive.com/ S U B Z E R O Mon, 06 Aug 2007 21:40:00 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2007. Photography Animation http://enkei.blogdrive.com/archive/104.html Sun, 09 Apr 2006 04:02:14 GMT No matter what I ever say, none of my words could ever get through to you. A thousand words of sorrow, but a million memories of passion and intimacy, as much as anything would change, things that have happened won’t. I’ve believed in you, us, and myself till the very last minute. We’ve both tried so hard, too hard, but it was all worth it, because we believed from the beginning till the end?everything was real. It wasn’t a dream, it wasn’t an illusion, because the truth is, everything, every moment shared, and every bit of feeling involved, was kept to ourselves, locked away into the center... (more) http://enkei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=104 http://enkei.blogdrive.com/archive/103.html Fri, 07 Apr 2006 19:37:24 GMT This Blog Will Not Be Used Anymore Due To Personal Reasons http://enkei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=103 http://enkei.blogdrive.com/archive/102.html Thu, 06 Apr 2006 19:12:45 GMT Wow it's been a while, a while since i entered an entry, it's rather suprising how this blog can actually record so much, enough to say that this blog recorded the past two years events of ups and downs from anger to depression from laughter to tears, from groups of friends to individuality, things do change alot, so much it all just seems like yesterday. Back in the old days, everyone would just have so much fun without people going against each other, when everyone would have equal respect, but now it's just such a joke when everyones going there own way and calling each other shifty or... (more) http://enkei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=102 http://enkei.blogdrive.com/archive/101.html Thu, 06 Apr 2006 00:44:22 GMT Ever wonder what a rose means, signifies? Why is it such a simple thing that can simplify so many feelings or appreciation and love, i got bored and looked up every colour ^^ just to find out what the meaning was, and it's rather suprising ^^ Red roses say ¡§I love you¡¨ and also stand for respect and courage. Rosebuds symbolize beauty, youth and a heart innocent of love or: ¡§You are young and beautiful.¡¨ Red rosebuds mean ¡§pure and lovely¡¨ and white rosebuds signify girlhood or ¡§too young to love.¡¨ The moss rosebud stands for confessions of love. A single rose stands for... (more) http://enkei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=101 http://enkei.blogdrive.com/archive/100.html Wed, 05 Apr 2006 01:36:13 GMT Grandmothers' going hospital soon for her cancer operation, haven't had a decent sleep for 3 weeks now without having people overly worried, she's my only family and the one i ever love most or respect, faith, i do but don't have enough, 80 years old, i found myself in a speechless position when i just look back to all the years of love and devotion she placed in me, and if she was to leave me now or ever, i would trully feel the pain and tears i would shed for her presence. I'm depressed i admit, depressed enough to shut down from alot of people, now i just hope and that i pray up God, as... (more) http://enkei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=100 http://enkei.blogdrive.com/archive/94.html Mon, 03 Apr 2006 11:09:21 GMT Days have gone past, and everyday is just more and more annoying, people pushing me, people annoying me, work gets out of hand, and sometimes you would feel unmotivated to do anything. Sometimes i wish someone would be here beside me to help me, someone that understands and can support me, but in order to aquire someone like that beside you, you must prove that your worthy to receive. Things can be prepared, but in order for the process to be running, it would require the chance to be activated to move, sometimes i feel as if everything around me is not realy leaving me with a good option... (more) http://enkei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=94 http://enkei.blogdrive.com/archive/95.html Sun, 02 Apr 2006 11:08:44 GMT same fucking, every fucking day, work my ass off and die at the end of the day, cool~ that kinda rhymes newaiz, fukn exhuasted, just worked my ass off, can't be sure what i'm typing, but just typing any fucking thing that comes in mind, and WALAA~! cool ehy? i can be so pathetic. For the people that wanna kill me, i'm not dead =P *doubt anyone does really* for all the people that hasn't seen me and yer wondering IF i'm dead, no i'm not i'm still here living and sitting on my fat ass trying to learn to be a good boy, so you people be good stay out of trouble and have a fanatic and fantastic... (more) http://enkei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=95 http://enkei.blogdrive.com/archive/93.html Sat, 01 Apr 2006 13:04:26 GMT There wasn't much times that we shared that was fun, because we were always too busy with our other friends, but i will never forget the times when you tried to be there for me and talk to me, understand me. I can never ever forget the times we made pranks to each other on the phone, calling up just to play a joke, and especially the time you pretended to be some girl interested in me and trying to chat me up, the smile you gave me was always the thing that made me warm and secure at the most depressing times. The night when i got the call, was just a blur and a confused moment for me, i... (more) http://enkei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=93 http://enkei.blogdrive.com/archive/98.html Sun, 12 Mar 2006 10:43:27 GMT The rain, just never seems to bring the joy, I feel the same everlasting pain of my loss remains My heart, can't seem to learn to part the hold you left the mark all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark Though I told myself won't hold my breath a part of me was dying there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know, I'd never let you... (more) http://enkei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=98 http://enkei.blogdrive.com/archive/92.html Thu, 31 Mar 2005 14:01:55 GMT Came back from a holiday last week and it was so cool! lol went to da beach house with some friends and my girlfriend and docked dragged out to the sea by the strong currents and got drunk with friends like there's no tomorrow lol it was awrite, wasn't too far most of all was i had some privacy with my girlfriend, just having fun and relaxing. It was a great idea dat she suggested, veri thoughtful, a veri nice stress relief lol aftaz we go so wasted that we just fully conked out and just wanted to stay sleeping, i conked out forh 2 dayz, drinking is funky ^^ been drinking alot recently... (more) http://enkei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=92